You make my HEART lag :)

- ii'm LOUELLA CARIÑO HIDALGO .. 'ella' for short ..
I AM ...

- a daugther, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend ..

- a partner, a student, a young girl, and a grown woman ..

- confident and unsure , terified and excited ..

- loving , and caring and thoughtful and hopeful

- sick and tired ..

- shy and friendly , and careful and careless ..

- broken and whole

- misunderstood, misguided, and misled

- hardworking and determined but a liitle scared on the inside

i wish on stars and dream my dreams

i pray to GOD and cry my tears

i SMILE on the outside, while i'm DYING inside .

i listen to others who won't listen to me

i walk on eggshells and i walk on fire

i believe in PASSION and even TRUE LOVE

i LOVE you and i push you away

i want but not so close

i am EVERYTHING and NOTHING all at once

and

ALL I WANT IS FOR YOU TO LOVE ME :]]