- ii'm LOUELLA CARIÑO HIDALGO .. 'ella' for short ..
I AM ...
- a daugther, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend ..
- a partner, a student, a young girl, and a grown woman ..
- confident and unsure , terified and excited ..
- loving , and caring and thoughtful and hopeful
- sick and tired ..
- shy and friendly , and careful and careless ..
- broken and whole
- misunderstood, misguided, and misled
- hardworking and determined but a liitle scared on the inside
i wish on stars and dream my dreams
i pray to GOD and cry my tears
i SMILE on the outside, while i'm DYING inside .
i listen to others who won't listen to me
i walk on eggshells and i walk on fire
i believe in PASSION and even TRUE LOVE
i LOVE you and i push you away
i want but not so close
i am EVERYTHING and NOTHING all at once
ALL I WANT IS FOR YOU TO LOVE ME :]]